sometimes
my emotions get misconstrewed.
And its hard to interpret them.




its a hassle.


I think that word has a t in it.




Why does Daphne from Scooby Doo look like an Asian redhead?



I woke up this morning whining to my roomie about my sheep, whichi believed had fallen off the bed. It was in the blankets.



I hope Lorenzo doesn't get jealous.


Charizard and Gyrados should element/dragon types, instead of flying.

<sub>I miss that sort of innocence seen in little kids.
I miss loving without consequences.




I just want to bring you down so badly, I trip over everything you say. I just want to bring you down so badly in the worst way


even though you're killing yourself slowly, and because I refuse to let go, I'm going down too.</sub>










I want to see Brand New so bad.
But even more, i want things to work out, because things are doing well so far
which is a step up from usual.
Sometimes, forgetting is the best.
Especially in this case.

So, there's been a lot going on lately.

Well, I suppose there has.

A bit(lot) of personal junk going on...
I'm sure that a good handful of you guys could take a guess.
But before we start talking 'bout whores n whatnot, I'll add to the defense that it's mostly been good stuff...



I've wanted to write about experiences...feelings...experiments...
But I just cant get it all straight. I don't want it to sound immature or sappy.
It seems the best of my work comes from being terribly hurt...
or at least, the ones I like most.
I miss having things to put up here. I'm sorry I'm inactive.
It's not even like I'm busy doing school work. I hardly ever do school work. I do a lot of goofing off and eating and watching adult swim and playing pokemon and sleeping. So...typical college stuff?


I colored my hair a couple weeks ago. It's okay. Probably gonna change it again soon.
I want a new tattoo.

I've been really sick, on and off, for the past week.
I got really drunk last Friday and was sick all Saturday. Perhaps that has a lot to do with it.




hey. folks. buy me stuff.
send me things. I like getting things in the mail.
write me letters.
send me pictures.
draw me something.
send me love.





<3 from G-bo.
jaxxx

It's my birthday.
I'm 19.
It's not all that excited.
No new priveledges. I had trouble spelling that word and it still looks wrong.

Just moved into my new room Thursday. Excited.

Classes start Monday.
that boy moves in today.
we'll see how this goes.


However, there's also this other guy....who's going to Boone. it's awful and depressing and I really like him, etc etc.

So. We'll see what kind of emotional crisi I can get myself into this year.

So. Anyone wanna send me some awesome art for meh berfday? anything at all? or a subby? thatd be cool.

or a cake. I like cheesecake. A lot.


<3
--Beejaxxx